miss her ~~

11.53 pm....
honestly ..i really miss her...
even though i had try my best to make myself busy but still i can't forget today is her birthday ...
a present that i already prepare since early of this year...
but ..i can't give her...
what to do ??

these day ..i feel very down ....
too many things happened around me..
and some of it i really cant solve it...
b4 this u r the one who always help me solve problem...
doing all the crazy stuff...
and chit chat and do anything we like just like nobody is looking at us...

everything had change now....
and i knew that i need to accept all of this..
but since today is a really special day..
please let me behave like this for one day...

miss you so much .......